My own poem on truth of my life...

This poem is penned down by GUEST author "Mahesh Toshniwal", Chairman of MASTERPIECE Ltd., Mumbai. Mahesh is trying to explain what he is going through in his life... It is quite similar to my own life as well... Does any of my readers sympathize with this?

It’s a truth and I ain’t going to lie,
I lay, I cry always looking for the sky.
Don’t know why things go wrong,
When I am trying from so long.
It’s the system that it sucks,
Everyone is looking for some bucks
Why it pricks, why it sicks
Its like eaten by chopsticks.
Its like a heart with a big hole,
When things go out of control.
Sometimes I feel silly and confused,
Feeling guilty and so used.
No matter whatever be the perks,
System makes it full of jerks.
I am not drunk, I am not doped,
Its not the life that I hoped.
People lay,people pray, no one is going to stay,
It’s a matter of a life or matter of a day.
Things go crazy, things go hazy,
Why the hell smile is so lazy.
I am shelled and am just screwed,
Just at surface I am so rude.
Why the bloody love has lost its cool,
Its just tears not the water in the pool.
Days have gone, no longer a kid,
But still every now & then I skid.
Looking for control in my life, in my soul,
Confused for my ever changing goal.
Don’t know I am wrong or I am right,
Always there for bloody and shit fight.
I am Trapped, I am screwed n slapped,
Sacked in the world hell jam-packed.
Relations go bitter to sour to bad,
I am just angry, lost things I had.
Need a place where there’s grace,
Not the frigging race where no one cares.
Where the dreams gloom and hearts bloom,
Want to get out of this hell kind of room.
Every town, every village, every street,
Its rude and mean world full of this greed.
I am mad, am sick, am low, am down,
If no one cares will burn up this whole town.
Its been bad and will get worse,
Not my happiness its just ma curse!!

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